Now that I'm almost eighteen I start to feel old ; - ;
Uffaaa, I'm not ready for responsabilities and stuff :I
I don't even know why I'm thinking about this now, It's like 4 AM here .-.
Thruth is that after this gate, I feel far behind almost all the people I watch in different contexts.
I wish I could have an extra year (like 17 and 3/4 ) only to calm down and pass through my 18th birthday in the same conditions.
I feel like, if I don't catch up now I'll never be able to reach them... I would get too lazy after.
Yeeee that's me trying to be all serious and depressed... I can't even do that now :I